2nd Career Teacher

I am waiting to hear about a couple of teaching jobs I applied for! Being out of a J.O.B. makes me nervous...and it makes my husband really nervous! I have been working, for the most part, for the past 30 years!!! Damn...did I just write that...30 years....wow! I now officially sound like my mother.
ANYWAY...I passed my certification tests, completed my student teaching and have had 2 interviews...hence the wait. And while trying to keep a positive attitude is what is best for me...it is tough.
This is the career I really want!!! I have been selling for so long, and now in my 40's realize what I really want to do...really! So, I send out applications and wait to hear. Meanwhile I clean, work in the yard, clean, run errands, clean, try not to spend money, and geez...clean!
However, I refuse to vacuum the floors more than once per week...just to have something to do!
And do I will just continue to play the waiting game with my positive attitude tucked in my bra...and clean!