Off Key

I hear the sound of my voice and though I am speaking out loud, it still sounds alien and unfamiliar. To my ears the sound is tinny and slightly off key. And far, far away. Perhaps this is a reliable clue to the fact that I am not myself. Off kilter... perhaps to the left, I think. But then, what the hell do I know? Today... not much. Perhaps the inconsistency has more to do with my disposition than the reverberations of the voice in my head. And the feeling I have today of being far removed from myself comes from...?